AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HI HI HI HI HI! CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART SCREAMING? AHHHHHHHH!!
EEEEEEE!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
so you may be wondering why i'm soo happppyyyyyyyyyy, and that's becauseeeeee i got to see TAYLOR SWIFT at her reputation stadium tour!!!! :D :D
CAN YOU FEEL MY HEART CRYING NOW? ..CUZ IT IS!!!!!!
..idk how you can feel it crying actually...lol. but i was cryingg hehehe
so this was taken back in May when we bought the tickets and I WAS SUPAHH EXCITED...and originally, i wasn't planning on going...but then i saw tons of videos and pictures on instagram..and i was like uhh yeahh there's nooooo way i'm missing this concert. heheheheheh
July flew by sooo quicklyyyyy!! Right after i got back from london, i was stressing out about my outfits and posters and worked on them every day for 2 weeks. hheheehehe
i swear im the most indecisive person in the world and i couldn't decide on which outfit, but this shirt won by far because it's edgy like the album. lol XD
yes, i just photoshopped "rep" on each shirt
the strawberry was definitely part of the outfit
i had to make a rough copy first to ensure that my final poster is going to look GORGEOUS
JULY 20TH..TODAY IS THE DAY!!!
TODAY IS THE DAY!!
i clearly meant to make this concert a vlog, but me filming in public is extremely cringey, so i'm blogging instead XD i had to wake up early to go to work with my mom lol.
AND OMG, AS I LEFT THE HOUSE, MY MOM WAS LIKE..DO YOU HAVE YOUR POSTER?
AHH!! I TOTALLY FORGOT AND I HAD TO RUN BACK IN AND RUSH TO GET TO THE BUS STOP IN TIME...thank goodness my mom reminded me or i would have literally cried and died and rjeisof.
at my mom's office, i finished up my t-shirts and posters, watched netflix, fangirled over taylor, and counted down each and every hour until we got to see this beautiful ray of sunshine. :)
OMG THERE'S A DUDE AT MY MOM'S WORK WHO IS A SWIFTY TOOO!!! BUT HE HAD HIS SUMMER FRIDAY SO I COULDN'T FANGIRL WITH HIM AND THAT MADE ME REALLY SAD. :( LOL
sorry for the bad lighting, but i last minute switched to the gray rep shirt because i felt too gothic in the black shirt with the choker lol
OFF TO SEE TAYLOR!! :)
i totally didn't beg my mom to wear my taylor swift shirt. :) bwahahah
my ticket!! :))
THE METLIFE STADIUM!!
THE QUEEENNN OF MY HEART
it was extremely windy, so it was really hard to take pics. :( this one turned out pretty cute thoughhhh XD
soo....i got a credit card a while back but i saved it for this day exactly to use it, because i want my first spending to be memorable and sentimental..idk. i'm weird. but i bought a really big sweatshirt for james...but uhh i kinda sorta wanna steal it. and i love oversized sweatshirts now. and because of taylor, oversized sweater dresses are my favessss. :))))
my actual reaction to the view of all the stages and how close we were to all of them was more like a squeal and "OMG MOMMY. NO WAY. THESE SEATS ARE AMAZING. EEEE THANK YOU. AHHH." and more squealing and smiling... :))
ahaha, everyone around me loved the posters i made except they probably didn't get it because my mom literally looks like my sisterrrrrrr HAHAH
but yes...ik...i have the coolest and best mom in the world and i'm so grateful for her and for her being able to listen to me everyday about my love for taylor. :)
i missed you jackieee and really wished you were there with me :( <3
and the way i said 1989 was really weird. idk why sowz
^^me when i had to wait in an extremely long line for the bathroom..only to realize that i was on line for a one bathroom stall..when there was an 8 stall one...like diagonal from where i was waiting -_-
ARE YOU READY FOR IT?! CUZ I WASN'T. WELL I WAS. BUT I MEAN...THE SECOND SHE COMES OUT, YOU KINDA JUST SINKKK AND DROWN AND DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. (wrong song reference but it's okay XD)
IF A MAN TALKS POOP, THEN I OWE HIM NUTHIN.
LIGHT ME UPPP!!!
loook what you made me do
HAHAH, MY MOM'S REACTION TO THE SNAKES IS THE CUTEST! after the concert, she was like WHY DIDN'T YOU WARN ME ABOUT THE SNAKES?...except i did!!! i mentioned it all the time to her and even explained the whole kardashian drama, but she just zoned out the second i said snakes. LOLOL
if you're going to watch any videos, i think this is one that you should definitely watch. :)
it really shows how much she has gone through with her reputation and how strong she has become.
LOOK AT HOW CONFIDENT AND CUTE SHE IS WHEN WE ALL SCREAM "1, 2, 3, LET'S GO B*****" (you can't hear me thoughhh lol) ...idek how that started but it went viral on insta and now everyone, including taylor is going along with it. XD
ALSO, SHE CHANGED HER DELICATE OUTFIT AND WE WERE THE FIRST ONES TO SEE IT AND SHE CALLED HERSELF A SHINY LITTLE TIDE POD AND IT BECAME A MEME.
I CAN'T EVEN WITH TAYLOR. AHHH. OH AND SHE CHANGED HER SNAKE PATTERNED OUTFIT TO THIS OUTFIT EXACTLY TWO YEARS AFTER THE KARDASHION THING, SO SHE LITEREALLY SHED HER SKIN. OMG. SHE'S SO CREATIVE AND SMART.
camila and charlie xcx came out to sing shake it off too. their opening act performance were amazing and i didn't even realize how many songs they have that always reminds me of Jackie. lol
i was so confident that this was going to be the surprise songggggg..and i was right!! but i mean...that was pretty obvious and a total miss if she didn't play it. lol
LOOK AT THIS HD QUALITY! :) and the aerial dancing is soo elegant and pretty :)
even when she messes up, she's soo cute and real about it! omg i love her. she did a mashup of Long Live and New Year's Day..but i had to trim the video..so if you want the full version, chat meee :)
Also, in the beginning of the concert, my mom was like wow, every one here are like teens & adults. there aren't that many kids like when we saw "Red" and i was like HAHAH that's because we're all growing up. I once danced in that stadium when I was 13 and 15....and look at me noww i'M A FRIGGEN ADULT. lolol. but yeah, taylor said the same thing on stage too. she talked to a lot of fans and she remember them being really young and now they're in college, married, have kids, etc. We're all growing up, and we're growing up with taylorrr and that's super cool.
I also can't believe that we've been a swiftie for 8 years, THAT'S ABSOLUTELY INSANE AND AWESOMEE!! :))
<3 <3 i agreee XD
taylor did a lot of mashups of old songs and new songs which i am so grateful. my ears were blessed :)
alsoo, MY ROOMMATE IS ALSO A SWIFTY AND WENT TO METLIFE NIGHT 3!!
omg i can't wait to meet her!! hehe
i have a ton more videos..but i feel like it might be a little too much if i post all of them so if you want to see a certain song or a full version, chat meeeee cuz i gotchu. XD (not trying to brag at alll btw)
BUT THE REPUTATION CONCERT WAS AMAZING!! AND I MISS TAYLOR SOO MUCH!! and i was actually really surprised with myself because i knew like every single lyric of her songs....it's probably because i played it nonstop everyday. And my mom knew some of the songs too because i played it soo often. heheheehe
And out of all the concerts my mom has been to, she said taylor was the best one because she actually put up a show with all her dances, props, visuals and everything.
SHE IS SOO CUTEE!!
AND DO YOU SEE THE CONFETTI OVER HERE THAT TAYLOR IS EATING? after the concert was over, i stayed after to ask the security guard if i could go to the floor seatings or to the stage to pick up some confetti as a souvenir. and the security guards let me..BUT NONE OF THE CONFETTI WAS ON THE FLOOR. THEY WERE ALL ON THE STAGES, BUT THEY WOULDN'T LET ME GOOO :( and then i saw tons of pics on insta of people with LOADS of the confetti, and i wanted to cry :( ..but ya..know..sometimes...THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS.
i managed to just get plain colorful confetti though..so it's sorta all good
OOHH ALSO, TAYLOR MESSED UP ON HER LYRIC IN "THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS" AND SHE JUST LAUGHED IT OFF LIKE A CUTE LITTLE TIDE POD. :)
lol, these are all just screenshots of taylor that i found on instagram. OH ALSO, SHE HAD A COLD AND SHE WAS STILL ROCKING THE WHOLE SHOW AND OMG I LOVE HER.
anyways, i wanted to say how in awe she always is of us. she doesn't take for granted of her fame or anything, and you can just really tell how grateful and in love she is. AND OMG. I LOVE HER.
<3 I MISS HER. I MISS HER. I MISS HER.
HER SINGERS AND DANCERS WERE AMAZING TOO...hehe don't worry i stalk her crew too and their just as amazing as taylor. EEEEEE MY LUNGS ARE GASPING FOR AIR.
and the bracelets were still lighting up for almost 2 days!!
BABY LIGHT ME UP! GO AHEAD AND LIGHT ME UPPP!! :D
and i would like to thank all the haters for giving taylor this creative idea with "reputation" and making her stronger and happier than she ever was. hehehehe
I MISS YOU TAYLORRR <3
AND I MISSED YOU JACKIEEE<3
AND I'D GO BACK TO JULY 13TH, 10TH, AND 20TH ANYDAY!! :)
<3
thank you for reading and watching. all of you probably think i'm weird...but ayyyy don't blame me..love made me crazy. XD
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